Well I can't believe that it's almost the end of the year AGAIN.
2013 has been so good to me and I have learnt so much about myself this year.
This year I made this blog. I really can't thank you all enough for viewing it. I promise that i'll post more in the new year and really stick to it. It gives me such joy just ranting away and posting my thoughts about things. I think it's really great for Rob and I too because to be honest , he doesn't really care about my favourite make up brushes.. haha
New friendships were made and negativity was replaced with love and fun.
This year I have really taken a step back from all the partying and clubbing. I think my body just needed and break and due to health reasons I think it was a good idea. I used to get the worst hangovers, I think it's because I could never just have a few chilled drinks, i'd always have to go 100% white girl wasted and twerk up the walls and what not so waking up on a sunday morning and not being sick is amazing for my body but also for my mind. I feel so much more positive now. It's so refreshing. I mean I still like to get a little crazy but I have calmed down so much.
As my friend Sarah Faber said to me.. "we peaked at 16." My girl.. we were wild and yes we did!
I have met the lovliest girls this year! Honestly just wee darlings! Annie and your friends are just so lovely! I feel so welcome, like I have known you all for years! Couldn't get through my days at work without you babe! #besties (it's so official!) You are such a babe and i love you. I never have to pretend to be nice arpund you. It's so good!
And through Rob I have met some beautiful people! All the girlfriends are so lovely. I don't think I have met such a huge range of personalities and liked every single one of them to the point where I want to adopt them all.. I'm so maternal. And the boys are just as lovely. So much fun! I love watching NBA with you all.. I love LeBron.. I LOOOOOVE HIM.
I just want to say Thank you guys. For making me feel so welcome in my new life here in perth. I feel so settled and relaxed and happy and myself. And I really haven't felt this way for a long long time.
Rob and my family.
This year I have grown so much closer to my family. My mother and little sister are my best friends and my dad and my brother are my heroes too. Since I moved in with Rob late last year I obviously haven't spent as much time in my family home as I usually did. But I think that this has made the time I have with my family even more precious. I don't cause fights over silly things and I don't act like a little shit (as much) anymore because time is so precious. And I just feel so blessed to be around you all. My mamacita and faja have taught me everything I know and I am so blessed to be able to call them my best friends. Having Hannah (my brothers gal) in my life is just amazing too. She's my bestie and I love her. Such a babe. Stephen... you're totally winning there man.
Rob.. I can't say this in person because you just pull a funny face and I get mad and you laugh and then I laugh and we forget what we were talking about.. so I will say it here.
Never have I ever felt so relaxed and myself in a relationship. I can honestly say that you make me a better person and you make me realize just how blessed I really am.We don't even have proper fights so I have to try and pick fights over silly things just to be a little shit!You're perfect!And your familia! I can't
even tell you how comfortable I Feel! You are perfect. You are everything I could imagine and more and I will continue to love you till the day we sleep forever. (I don't like saying the D word) I love our trips away. Singapore was amazing! I can't wait to go everywhere with you bub! Thank you for everything you do for me baby. I appreciate it all. I love you.
Healthy mind body and soul.
The better you think - the better you feel.
I feel like all my life i have been striving for a body of perfection.Tiny legs and small waist Skinny arms and a fanny gap but i've had to come to the relize that i will never be thin. I mean i'm not huge but I will never be super skinny because i'm just not made that way. I'm curvy and I have booblays and a booty and I should love it. And after so many years - I am finally okay with this. I can finally say that I am proud of how I look. I'm not afraid of my body or showing it off at the beach anymore and i'm not scared to wear shorts or show my belly in a cute crop. I finally feel good about myself and this is a feeling everyone should feel.
The turning point was without a doubt, my little sister. As you may know - she is my entire life.My everything. I will protect her from all the badness in the world! she's so beautiful and pure and I love her so much. She doesn't see the beauty we all see though, and I believe it's because there is so much negativity surrounding our bodies being drummed into us at such a young age that you grow up thinking you aren't good enough. So of course I believed I wasn't ever thin enough and I have made remarks about my body around her growing up and now she feels the same way that I once did about my young body. It's so devastating. I hear her and her friends talk about themselves in such a negative manner and it breaks my heart. It's just part of being a teenager I guess but it doesnt make it right. So I have changed my thinking towards my body. Changed my entire outlook on how I look and I just couldn't be happier. And since I have done this I can honestly see a small difference in my bubba already! It may just be a small difference but it is a difference! And bit by bit she will grow and see what we all see.. a beautiful, perfect little babe who doesn't need to change a thing! And this has been one of the most important lessons I have learnt this year.
The better you feel.. the better you look. It's all about loving yourself.
These are just some of the things that have really defined me this year. I have grown and I feel like I am a new person. I believe in myself and I am so much more confident in my own skin. I am blessed and I am happy and that is really all you want in life isn't it?
Love to you all for the new year my babes!
Please be safe!
LOVE
MMMxo